Officially stressing out. The migraine I’ve had for the past 3 days is a testament to that fact.
So far today I’ve eaten bacon. Now I’m contemplating cake. Another sign of stress.
I have gnats in my houseplants. I’ve used insecticides for the past 2 days and not much has changed. I’m trying vinegar jars placed near the plants to see if that does the trick. Of course the only vinegar I had on hand was apple cider vinegar so there are small jars of what looks like very dark urine around my living room. Nice. I realize that the gnats won’t go away completely, but I am sick of seeing them in my house. If the combination of vinegar and poison doesn’t at least alleviate the problem I might have to buy a small plant stand for my porch and keep them out there. At least until it gets too hot for gnats. I wonder if the stray cats that roam the neighborhood would leave them alone.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk
and I need you now.
Well I don’t know how I can do without.
I just need you now
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.
How many of us actually ask for what we need? I am not good at it. I guess I fear rejection. Sometimes I ask, but I am always hesitant. I’m also not very good at figuring out what others need. Sometimes it’s obvious, but when it isn’t I need them to tell me. Sometimes I suck.
The weather’s getting hotter by the day and my kids are getting excited. Hot weather means swimming. They are very excited that I have a pool easily accessible. Now swimming won’t just mean trips out to my parents’ this summer. The only problem with my pool is that they have to be monitored. I’m not a big fan of short shorts or sleeveless so I’m guessing I’ll have the best farmers tan around. Either that or I’ll have to wear my swim suit. I’m not a big fan of wearing my swimsuit either.
I’m out of Diet Coke. I’m drinking the last regular Coke in my fridge. It’s Fleur de lis’s Coke, but I don’t think she’ll mind.
I still need to pay rent. I usually pay early, but April just got away from me.
My head hurts.