Lesbo says this is my safe place to say anything I want. Not quite anything. There are a couple of things I can’t say here just yet. I am ready to scream them out, but I have to have patience. Normally I am a very patient person. I can wait when necessary. My problem now is that the thing I want to scream out seems so very necessary. And I can’t do a damn thing about it. Yet.
I read back over what I just wrote and wonder if I should even say that much.
Let’s move on to a happier subject. I am going to see Brad Paisley in concert on Sept. 11! I can’t even tell you how excited I am about that! I’ve wanted to see him for awhile now, but I couldn’t find anyone to go with me. He came to town for the Houston Livestock Show and Rodeo and nobody would agree to go. I wasn’t about to go alone. He’s coming again and this time I get to go. OH my gosh….BRAD PAISLEY!!!! I asked a friend if she would go with me, and she said yes. She ended up getting the tickets for me for my birthday. And she doesn’t even like country music. Poor thing will just have to suffer through it.
And in other news I bought a vanilla lime candle at Yankee Candle the other day. It smells very much like a margarita which makes me happy. I LOVE candles. I love margaritas too, but that’s another story.
See…this is what happens when I can’t talk about what I want to talk about. You get random drivel.
Speaking of random drivel…my sister wants to talk to me tomorrow night. Big huge sigh. It won’t be random at all. There is purpose in her visit. I predict sad and mad as her response to what is going on. And unlike with my dad I expect to see the anger.
Ok…I have to stop now. I am getting frustrated that I have to hold my tongue. I can’t wait for the freedom to say whatever the hell I want. I can’t wait!