Weary. That’s my word. It’s not a word I want to use to describe me right now, but it is what I’m feeling so I admit it. I feel bursts of other things throughout my days as well, but right now, in this moment, I am bone tired.
Sweet Tea and her daughter are moving out as I type. Boxes and furniture are being moved to a house across town where they will begin a new chapter. All that’s gone into this happening has worn me out. I wish them the best and hope happiness and love surround them.
School is also a contributing factor to my tiredness. I say that every year! I just know that Thanksgiving never seems to come quick enough and that every year it seems like that whole week off gets shorter and shorter!
I’m also suffering from cold/sinus stuff. That always drains me! I pop vitamin C pills, and fight the good fight, but I still feel like I lose every time!
I went to the doctor recently and had a full set of lab work done. I was wondering if there were any other factors contributing to my tiredness. Nope…none. Other than my cholesterol being a tad high, I was in good shape. I was glad for the good report, but that meant it was all the external stuff going on that was getting to me.
Someone said I wasn’t myself, and they were right. I haven’t been myself lately. But it isn’t hormonal or chemical. It isn’t depression. It is pure exhaustion. I plan to go to bed early this week. Between than and taking the two weekends before Thanksgiving break to rest, I should be ready to take on the holidays with gusto!