I have been sitting here staring at this white screen for a long time. It’s not that I can’t think of anything to say. There are words. I am so full of words that I could explode. They are everywhere I turn, splashing about and crying out for my attention, but try as I might, I can’t make them flow neatly in a line one after the other. Trying to tame my words is like trying to push the ocean through a straw. So I sit here feeling full. Warm. Waiting for the words to line up and spill over to this place.